请大家帮忙翻译一段话 ( 汉译英)

Is already the past, I do not want to mention this, but when I saw the phone messages, it is difficult for me ... a very disappointed
I am most distressed by none other than the sow discord, but it was not always on my side, I believe.
There are some things not to use the eye, but should carefully!
I just want to live my own life is, the simple, ordinary and not mediocrity ...

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The matter already passed, I originally did not want again to raise, but when I saw when in handset short note, I very felt bad very disappointedly... most make me be distressed was not others' sowing dissension, but was you throughout not stands me, believed me. Some matters are not need to use the eye to look, but wants the intention! I had only thought is belonging to I life, simple, is ordinary but is not mediocre...