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如果这次考不上我会选择先工作，因为我的家庭条件暂时不允许我再坚持着考下去了。但是我会在工作一两年之后，积攒一定的经济实力和经历，再重新回到考研的队伍中来，因为我知道：那是我最初的梦想，我迟早一定要将它实现。

I would choose to work first if i can't be gain admission to XXX this time, because my current family finacial conditions cannot afford to let me continue my exams.But i will continue to pursue a master degree after i have saved enough money and experience by working for about two years. Because i know that is my dream so i will achieve it sooner or later.

if i fail the exam i will choose work first .Because our family's condition doesn't allow me but i will earn enough money and experiences after a year or two's work in order to return the postgraduate entrance exams's team becase i know deeply that it is my first dream and i will make it come true sooner or later.Maybe i will fail again but i won't give up because to be a a postgraduate is my dream.It always in my heart, in my l