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不知道从什么时候开始,对于这份工作充满了一种恐惧感。
在溜冰场院里,我想尽情的发泄,把所有的烦恼都发泄掉,可是我怎么也甩不掉那些烦恼,尽管那里那么的喧闹,尽管摔了很多次,尽管会很痛,可我还是甩不掉那些烦恼,我在想当初选择,如果换作是她,或许就不会这样了吧……
看着她们,我不知道是羡慕还是嫉妒,她们在假期里都可以尽情地玩,而我却要带上这些烦恼,整天都会唠叨不知道多少遍“烦死了”。
我很不开心,她们想玩得时候可以出去玩玩,而我不行,我只能一个人躲在这里的某个角落里,独自一人去体会那种寂寞与孤独。这样平淡的人生,不知道我还可以坚持多久。
快要晚上,我回去了,独自一人,无聊,我开始打扫卫生,一会的功夫就做完了,又没事了,躺在床上,睡不着,脑子里不知道在乱想些什么,想想以前想想现在,有种说不出的感觉,听着张靓颖的《想你在零点零一分》 我入睡了……
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I am extremely not joyful , they want to play for moment being able to go out to play, but I am
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