what can i see when i die?

写了好多东西，结果忽然就没有了。。。。
又要重新写。。。

但是忽然就觉得，好像人生里面就是这样，总是戏剧性地出现些什么，然后又忽然消失，我们能看到的就只有一些自己想像的影子而已。。。。呵呵。。。。说多了些。。。。可以。。。当死的时候，真的能够看到些东西吗？

Could we see scenes of our past life when dying? Isn't the things we a whole dark world? Could we see lights? Could we remember those triffles we could not remember when we are alive?

To those, I really have no sense of how to answer them at all, cause I am even not sure about if there is anyone by my side when I'm dying...

Don't know if there is someone standing by my side and screaming my name and begging me not go away, don't know if I will suddenly feel scrared of death, don't know if I will see my past life as a collection of films, and I even don't know if I will remember who I am at that time...

Actually, if I have choices to choose, I'd rather get a good and deep sleep than seeing all my life...

Still hope those I love, those love me and myself ha