翻译Can you feel my word里一段歌词

I closed my eyes to pray day and night.
Why can I just depend on my music?
I know that my world has became smaller and smaller.
I can't run away,I can't escape.
How to wear a smiling face?
How to face you?
Why the tears falling down?
Why do you pout you mouth?It's serious.
It would be better if you were not crying.
Why the melody keeo going round in my head?
The backbone's supporting me to pray again.
Help me!

Why day and night do I shut both eyes to pray only then my music to be able to let me depend upon I to know my world already changed how getting smaller couldn't run away cannot run away the surface to bring to smile how to face you only then good the how tear to fall how mouth honk good serious this not to cry how melody to transfer on good the in my head has circled the willpower to support me to pray to help me again

是feel my world！！！不是word