麻烦大家帮我将这封信翻译成英语

对不起！宝贝，我现在真的好迷茫，我有时都不知道怎么跟你交流了。我真的好爱你，你是那么的好，我这一辈子能找到你，真的好幸福，好希望一辈子都跟你在一起永远不分开。可是我真的好无助，其实很多时候我想跟你说话，但不知道怎么跟你开口，我知道这次我哥哥给你很生气。可是我真的没有办法，在这世界上我就只剩下他跟妈妈了，我不想让我家断后，也不想看到妈妈白发人送黑发人，我宁愿自己死，也不想看到亲人受任何一点伤害。他女朋友现在准备把他带回家结婚，如果这次他能得到幸福，痛改前非，我就什么心事都没有了。其实我每天都在你面前扮小女孩，只是想你多疼我一点。你总是想方设法把我扮成熟一点，我知道你的用心良苦，真的谢谢！如果我真的能走出这次困境，如果我还有力气再说爱你，我会不顾一切跟你一辈子

Sorry! Baby, now I am really confuse, sometime I don’t know how to communicate with you. I really love you much, you’re such good, I feel happy that I can meet you in my life, I hope I can stay by your side forever .But I really feel helpless, actually, there are many times I want to tell you, but I don’t know how to say, I know this time my brother make you very angry. But I really no choices, in this world, I just left him and my mother, I don’t want my family offspring, I rather let myself die, I also don’t want my family injure. His girlfriend now is ready to bring him home to marry, if this time he can get felicity, straighten up his previous false, then I won’t have anything to worry already. Actually, everyday I act like a child just want you to love me more. You always think to make me look more mature, I know you are good, thank you! If this time I can deal with this scrape, if I still got the power to say again I love you, I will follow you forever no matter what happen.