求：《夜访吸血鬼》里李斯特被烧死后路易斯在船上说的话

Though the fire seemed to spread to the quarter, I stood on that deck, fearful, he would come out again from the very river like some monster, to destroy us both. And all the while I thought:"Lestat, we deserve your vengeance. You gave me the dark gift and I delivered you into the hands of Death for the second time."

好像是说：其实他不想让莱斯特去死，感觉渐渐离他远去。他从来没有像这一刻起怀念过莱斯特。
我记得书上是这样写的。