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我想你不会知道的。当我用心爱你时你爱她。从不告诉你我爱你，是因为这句话是我最后一道防线，一旦被冲破我将失去自我。虽然你从不知，也从没有冲破我最后底线的想法，但当我看着你闪亮眼眸诉着你多为她着迷时，我除了苦笑，心滴血你永远不知。我知道我太倔所以痛的只有自己。你说：“我不敢爱上你因为我怕还你不起。”当我用心爱着你时，这是你给的答案。总为你留下我的叮咛留下我的提醒，因为这是我关心你的唯一途径。我想过如果世上只剩我一个你也一定看不见我，因为你从不曾面对你心里其实有我。我想过如果夜半我故意不接你电话你也一定不会恨我，因为你有太多可以不从我这找到安慰的处所。我想过如果我生命明天就告一段落你也一定不会难过，因为你不知道我是什么时候离开。我想过如果我可以不再见你不再想你那我一定可以自由，因为你将不再有让我爱你的借口。她并不在你左右，但每当她一举一动牵扯你心绪时，在你左右守护你的其实是我。当她一言一行伤害你感情时，在你左右安慰你的其实是我。当她一眸一笑吸引你眼神时，在你左右倾听你的其实是我。当她一生一世不需要你陪伴时，在你左右陪伴你的还是我。但我在哪？我在你心里完全不着痕迹的角落。

I don't think you'll know. When I used to love you when you love her. Never tell you I love you, because this sentence is my last line of defense, once I will break lose ourselves. Although you never know, also not line, I finally broke from the idea, but when I look at you with your eyes shining lawsuit for her, my heart bleeds but wry smile, you never know. I know I am too stubborn so painful only yourself. You said: "I can't fall in love with you because I'm afraid you can't afford it." When I put my love you, it is your answer. For you always reminds me of my left left, because it is the only way I care about you. I think if only I a world you must also see me, because you have never actually have my face in your heart. I think if I don't meet your midnight phone you also must not hate me, because you have too much that I can not find comfort from the premises. I think if I just over your life tomorrow will not be sad, because you don't know