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Missing has its own weight. When you are missing someone, you become heavy-hearted. And the missing that makes you feel most heavy-hearted has thousands of turns and twists in your heart, and finally can only be toward the above. Thus the direction of missing is toward the above. Just like the stairs on a mountain leading to the top, though turning and twisting, it is always toward the above, but always without an end.
Actually, the direction of missing is neither toward the above nor toward the center of the earth.
It is toward wherever you are. That is the direction of my missing.
“朝上”给你直译了，不知道你是否想表达朝老天爷之类别的意思呢？

Missing has its own weight. Because when missing someone, the heart will feel heavy. But the heaviest missing, is always tangling in the heart, and finally, it comes upward. Therefore the direction of missing is upward, just like the ladders towards the mountain, though twist and turn a lot，yet always upturn. But it seems endless.

In fact,