我真的不敢相信自己会如此的伤心落泪！…请翻译成英文？

I can't believe that I am so sad and even want to cry.
我无法相信我是那样的伤心甚至想要哭泣

厄～貌似有点意思上的差异？!

I can not really believe myself to tear so sadly.

I can't believe that I am this sad that I would burst into tears