帮我写段英语道歉信！不要一句，要完整的一段！最好有翻译

Dear XiaoHu:(亲爱的小狐)
Are you fine now?(你现在好吗？)
I’m so sorry that my mistakes caused you so sad!(我很抱歉我的错误让你伤心)。
I also feel not very well.(我也感到非常不好)。I heard that you cried some days because i want to say goodbye to you and play with XiaoJia(我听说你哭了几天因为想离开你和晓佳在一起)。XiaoHu,i am not a good boy(man) because i couldn't make right choose between you and 。（小狐，我不是一个好男孩（男人），因为我不能再你和晓佳之间做出明确的选择）。The why i choosed XiaoJia is that i love you.(我选择晓佳的原因是因为我爱你)。Maybe you will think i told lies to you.(或许你会认为我骗你)。
I can't change your thought but i also say it to you i really love you.(尽管我不能改变你的想法但是我还是要对你说一次去我真的爱你。)I make my lover sad but i couldn't do anything to fix it.(我让我爱得人伤心但是却不能弥补我的错误。) I dare not to beseech obtain you can get over my mistake,only am i want you know that i love you.（我不敢乞求得到你的原谅，我只希望你能知道我爱你）Now,i am with XiaoJia.(现在我和晓佳在一起。)I know ours love can't go on,maybe this also is a good chance for us,at least we can accumulate experience.(我知道我们的爱