帮忙把这段中文翻译成英语！谢

i have a secret deep in my heart. it is never told to others. it only belongs to myself.
I found you changed. you are not you any longer. is that all because of me? i don't want you to leave me, but you did. I know nothing can change the reality. so, please tell me that you'll love her good, that you would never let her hurt, never let her sad, and nerver make her me the second.
i remember you, for ever. however, i was let down.

I have all along harboured a secret deep in my heart, and I don't want to tell anybody but myself, I have discovered that you have changed beyond recognition, could it be me the reason for this?
I don't want you to leave me,but you have nevertheless left.
I am fully aware that reality cannot be changed, would you therefore please tell me that you would love her in a proper way, don't let her be hurt and feel sad. Please don't let her be another me, I remember you and I would do forever. But I have become disa