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Today is the end of July,2009. I feel so empty, I got nothing though I have been waited for so long. I keep asking myself if it's worthy to do that, but the answer is always positive. Maybe wha I have done means nothing to her, but still I will never give up just because I LOVE you, and I will never regret loving you. Maybe the future is bloom to us but I will spend my whole life on your happiness. No matter what, I wish I could always be with you. I LOVE U.

It is the last day in July of 09 years today, the heart is the inanition like this. That waited to bring is only all in vain, do the ones that never stop ask oneself is really worthy like this ...But always the very fast affirmation ..Perhaps all devotion of mine is the blank, but I insist on ..Because I love you ...I will not regret, perhaps you and I will have no result but I want to say the life of what I would like to use changes your happiness in all one's life ..Can hope I defending youing eternal, what it is