i can't break it to my heart中文歌词

I can't break it to my heart(我无法让自己心碎)

If it's okay
如果可以的话，
I'll leave the bed light on
我会亮著床头灯
And place your water glass
把你的玻璃水杯放在
where it belongs
它原来的地方
And if it's alright
如果可以的话
I'll lie awake at night
我会整夜醒著
Pretending I am curled up at your side
假装我仍蜷曲在你身旁

See I'm circling in these patterns
看我仍在这样的世界里兜兜转转
Living out of memories
过著没有回忆的生活
I'm still a long way from accepting it
我仍然无法接受
That there's just no you and me
你不和我在一起

But if I still believe you love me
但若我仍相信你爱我
Maybe I'll survive
也许我可以解脱
So I tell myself you're coming home
所以我告诉自己你会回来
Like you've done a million times
就像你已经无数次做过的那样
And if it's alright
如果可以的话
I'll still be loving you
我仍会爱你
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
因为我无法让自己心碎

Is it just me
我还