求英文歌曲《playboy mommy》汉语翻译

Tori amos的这首歌我很喜欢，虽然不知道是什么意思，但是光凭嗓音她就感动了我。只知道是她在流产后写的歌，可以听的出amos的的悲伤，playboy mommy 或许有‘不称职的母亲’的意思吧。真的很希望能知道歌词的意思，希望各位英语达人能帮助我，谢谢了
歌词如下：in my platforms
i hit the floor
fell face down
didn't help my brain out
then the baby came
before i found
the magic how
to keep her happy
i never was the fantasy
of what you want
wanted me to be

don't judge me so harsh little girl
so you got a playboy mommy
but when you tell 'em my name
and you want to cross that bridge
all on your own
little girl they'll do you no harm
cause they know
your playboy mommy
but when you tell 'em my name
from here to birmingham
i got a few friends

i never was there when it counts
i get my way
you're so like me
you seemed ashamed
ashamed that i was
a good friend of american soldiers
i'll say it loud here by your grave
those angels can

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