I want to be a diplomat

My only fear is that because I will be representing my government, I will have to be proper all the time and will lose myself…
I always want to remain a kid in spirit, I do not want to lose that for anything. Will wearing a suit and tie everyday and talking about politics drown my spirit? I hope not, I hope my spirit is stronger than that.
I hope I will always act as I wish to act. I will always seize the day, no matter the work I do…
I do not know if this is the career for me.
It’s not a matter of sinking or swimming, I will swim. I am a great swimmer. I think it’s a matter if I will just be a swimming body and if my soul will have to live elsewhere for a while… I can’t put my soul on hold. I can’t tell it to wait while I work. I have to keep it with me at all times. That’s the deal.
In a world where so many do not know their purpose in life, I know my purpose quite well: to enjoy life and to help others along the way, to always stand up for what is right a