请大家帮我翻译一封信吧， 谢谢了， 今晚就要啊！

I am long for seeing you,but I am also afraid of it
I scare this meet will be the last one
I scare you don't like me
I scare after this meet I will be miserable
I scare I would puzzled in what you say

I really very much infer you, but is afraid!
I am afraid our this to meet can be last,
I am afraid you not to like me. . .
I am afraid because this will meet can let me later the pain. . .
I am afraid me not to be able to understand you. . . .

i want to see you very much, but at the same time i'm afraid!!!
because i'm afraid that it is the last time we met,
because i'm afraid that you don't love me...
because i'm afraid that i will be painful from then on,
because i'm afraid that i don't understand you...

How I look forward to seeing you ,but I am filled in nervourness in my heart ..How I wonder whether it will be the last time we meet.I am too afaid that you don't li