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Being myself is quite difficult because I'm easily affected by other people's viewpoints. Moreover, it is difficult for me to be myself. I am chased to be crazy and I lose my confidence now! What and how to do next? How can I do well? Am I a loser?

It is difficult(hard) to do it myself, as im always affected by others' viewpoints. I'm losing my motivation.

What should I do next? How to do well? Have i failed?

It is difficult for me to do it by myself as I'm easily affected by other people's viewpoints. I lose my confidence absolutely and even can do noting by myself now! What and how can do next? How to do well? Am I a loser?

做自己不是"do myself"而是"be myself"

It's really hard to be myself, I'm always under the influence of other people.