“虽然心里恨透了你，但还是始终放弃不了你”怎么翻译

I still can not give up you although I hate you very much in my heart.

Somehow I could not let you go, though I hate you so much.

楼上落日高啊，郑重顶一下下

although i resent you to the core,i can't desert you anyhow.

i can't still give you up ,though i hate you so much

Although hates deeply you in the mind , still can't give up you always