一切仿佛很荒唐,但没有眼泪落下，怎么说？

Everything seems to be so nonsense, however, there's no tears coming down.I am not numb or something, please tell me not to distress.

PS：感觉这么沉重呢？

I donnot love you.

it seems such flimflam, but without tears. comfort me away from sadness, please. i'm not numb