翻译一篇文章 中译英

When I first encountered life is the shadow of a heterosexual, entered my mind to, it wanted to commit suicide in pain! I do not know how that smile of a young shadow why I always stand at the front, I can not pause to study, not carefree, happily pass sweet life, I hate him, I want to destroy his shadow, however, it's impossible; I often in the middle of the night, from the terrible misery in the middle of the night to dream, it forced beating their heads began shouting : -- you useless things, hurry to die! Virtuous young minds, why hide the shadow of a heterosexual? It is just unfortunate things! Your future will be that shadow, as Cyclones similar volumes to you, your life will be that shadow. like beast devoured like, how dangerous! Oliver vast, turn sides; No longer consciousness, your life on this end

很好啊，可我看不懂