我经常很迷茫，不知道自己要做什么，所以我浪费了很多时间，假如不是这样，我也不是现在的我了！怎么翻译

I have been very puzzled, I haven't been knowing what I want to do, so I wasted so much time, If it hadn't been for this, I would haven't been the present me. So I've got to work hard! becasue I'm near thirty. In China, there is a old saying that claims a person should have established his foundation at 30, so I'm under a huge pressure now. 怎么从裤子有跑到人生了呀.

I often feel lost and have no idea of what shall i do. So i waste a lot of time. If it had not been like this,I would not be the one who I am.

In my past ages, I felt lost time to time. I didn't know what I want to do, and wasted so much time. If I hadn't been like this, I wouldn't be the one who I am now.