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地狱里的蜜糖
Sweet in the Hell

有一种静,很可怕...我在自己跟自己说话...什么时候我能够在自己的世界里面,不再出来.
There is a kind of horrible silence...I am talking to myself...when could I stay in my own world and never come out again.

我很害怕,已经不能正常地想东西了,这生活,不是生活.我一直活在地狱里,我的快乐,是地狱里的蜜糖,似是甜,却不真.我本来住在天堂,后来我 的心带我去了地狱,因为它说那里有我失去和渴望的东西,就像K先生说的一样,我是毒隐发作.所以我去了,然后我就被困在那里,回不去了
I am so afraid that I cannot think normally. This kind of life is not a life. I have been living in the Hell. My happiness is the sweet in the hell, which seems sweet but not real. I used to live in the heaven, but then my heart took me to the hell for it said that all I'd lost and longed for were there. Just like Mr. K has said, my addiction to drugs has outbroken, so I went and got trapped there. I cannot go back.

那里的苦让蜜糖更 加的甜,蜜糖是地狱里面的毒品,没有了的时候,身上只有火烧的感觉.地欲里面的都是恶魔,他们会让你不停地感受心底里最痛的痛,那种痛,我们在天堂住过的 人,受不了.我什么时候才能回家?但我又回得了吗?
The bitterness there makes the sweet even more sweet. The sweet is the drug in the he