求mariah 的petals的歌词

I've often wondered if there's
　　ever been a perfect family
　　I've always longed for undividedness
　　and sought stability

　　A flower taught me how to pray
　　but as I grew, that flower changed
　　she started flailing in the wind
　　like golden petals scattering

　　(chorus1)and I miss you dandelion
　　and even love you
　　and I wish there was a way
　　for me to trust you but it hurts me every time
　　I try to touch you
　　but I miss you dandelion
　　and even love you
　　I gravitated towards a patriarch
　　so young predictably
　　I was resigned to spend my lift
　　with a maze of misery

　　A boy and a girl befriended me
　　we're bonded through despondency
　　I stayed so long but finally
　　I fled to save my sanity

　　(chorus2)and I miss you little sis and little brother
　　and I hope you realize
　　I'll always love you
　　and although y