翻译一下”为什么生命中总是缺少在乎我的人？而我却一意孤行”

Why nobody ever cares for me? And why am I alone all along?

Why is it always lack of the person who care for me in my life? However, I choose to go on my own way.

Why there always lacks cares about me,but I actually act willfully

Why life is the lack of care about my people? But I arbitrarily " Arbitrarily

Why there is a lack of people who cares about me in my life.