高手请翻译下！ 谢谢了！！

来源：百度知道 编辑：UC知道 时间：2024/06/13 23:58:36
Ten years, it’s a long time enough that God gives me to get away from my painful past. In fact I almost forget the special day till my Mum talk about it. During those years, I experience three stages. I hate everyone and distrust everyone even my best friends. Then I start to know everyone has its pains, and I can’t always live in this shadow. At last I cry lesser and lesser and know how to be easy with everything. (10.20 go on)I even thought I was so peace and reasonable that I wouldn’t be angry when people hurt me. But three days ago, I changed my mind though I hated my change. My boyfriend betrayed in his heart. He betrayed himself. He loves another girl all along. At last I know For me I just a temporary succedaneum. For his explanation I just could not believe，but cooled down because I realized it was my fault. Many girlfriends warned me that men will always love his lover who gives him deeply feeling except herself. I considered he will be different, and don’t care about his past

10年来，它长的时间不够，上帝，让我摆脱我的痛苦的过去。事实上，我几乎忘记特别的日子，直到我妈妈谈论它。在那些年里，我经历了三个阶段。我讨厌大家和不信任，每个人，甚至我最好的朋友。然后我开始知道，每个人都有自己的痛苦，我不能永远活在这个阴影。我终于哭较小和较轻的，并知道怎样容易与一切。 （ 10.20下去） ，我什至以为我是那么和平和合理的，我不会生气，当人们伤害了我。但3天前，我改变了主意，虽然我恨我的改变。我的男朋友背叛了他的心。他背叛了自己。他喜欢另一个女孩始终。我终于知道，对我来说，我只是一个临时succedaneum 。他解释，我实在无法相信，但冷却下来，因为我意识到他是我的错。许多女友警告我说，男人会永远爱他的情人谁给他深深感觉，除了自己。我认为，他就会不一样，不关心他的过去到现在。因此，我作出了一个很大的错误。 i原谅了他，但我不能忘记他的话伤害了我那么多，我想我也不会相信他的感觉了。一件事，我知道的是，他不爱我。他甚至骗自己。

在我的家乡，我也不会关心你的存在。我希望这是我最后一次哭，为一个人不爱我，这听起来是一种愚蠢的事。