帮忙把这几句话翻译成英文，感谢（有些难度）

我有个表妹，她只比小几个月。我承认她在任何方面都比我优秀，我嫉妒她，羡慕她，她太光芒四射了以至于我跟她在一起就会感到自卑，深深的自卑！我的父母都希望我能变得像她一样，但我知道我不能，永远不能。

I have a cousin, who is only a few months younger than me. I admit she is more excellent than me in everything. I envy her because she is so brilliant! I feel such inferiority, such deep inferiority when I'm with her! My parents hope I will become someone like her, but I know I will never make it!

I have a cousin; she is just several months younger than me.
Well, i admit that she is more excellent than me about everything! I envy her, but I admire her
She is so excellent, like a star shining in the universe. I ever feel fairly lowly while stay with her.
My parent, of course, look forward that I could become as her. But I know i am not able to, never.
部分语句我采用了移译,用英文比较常规的说法
我认为英语不是一句一字的翻译
那不叫英语，那叫Chinglish(中国英语)

I have a cousin, and she is just several months younger than me. I acknowledge she is more outstanding than me in all resp