谁来帮我把汉语翻译成英语啊》？

Today is the first day, and in previous years is not the same.
After dinner last night a long time ago, so was Woli Tangdao on preparations for Spring Festival Gala, this may be doing to her mother to read. Heart fact, I watch TV there, but so is having managed to hold out or read the evening, point not be pleased.
Commissioner prepared to sleep on television, but how could not sleep a wink. Scenes over the past year things in mind to. Tempted to pour out tears, I think today should not cry, and her mother Xiaoshihou told me, the New Year can not cry, a cry not good, but I really team's training went ahead

今天是大年初一,与往年一点不一样.
昨晚很早就吃完年夜饭,于是就躺到被窝里准备看春节晚会,这可能是做给妈妈看的.其实我哪有心看电视,但就是这样还是硬撑着看完晚会,一点都高兴不起来.
关上电视就准备睡,但是怎么也睡不着.过去一年的事一幕幕在脑子里重新.禁不住泪水涌出来,我想今天不该哭,妈妈小时侯就告诉我,过年时不能哭,哭了一年都不好.但是我实在控制不住