帮我把这段翻译成英文，谢谢（在线等）

I hate my mother, because gave me up originally, and i needed to live along, abandon myself to vice. Those are all her mistake, but i miss her very much now.
我的英语不是很好，不过我还相真心的想帮你。

I hate my mother, why she came to abandon hate me, let me one single solitary lonely, since degenerated Gan, everything is her fault. I can now she is so Silian.

I hate my mother, why she came to abandon hate me, let me one single solitary lonely, since degenerated Gan, everything is her fault. I can now she is so Silian.

不知道准不准~~~