翻译成英语《不要语言工具上边的》

To tell the truth, i can not left you alone
i really hate myself, i know you don't care me, but i can not

Truly,I can't live without you.
Truly,I hate myself cause I know that U don't care me but I can't stop thingking about U.
I've no choice but forget U since U'er too busy to give me a call and restart to live my life.

I'm sorry to say that I can't forget you
I hate myself to worry about you all the time althought knowing you don't care me at all
When you are too busy to call me up,I have no choice but to forget you and have my new life.

To tell the truth, i can not left you alone
i really hate myself, i know you don't care me, but i can not
control myself to think about you
when you are so busy that you can not give me call,i have no choice but forget you and restart my life