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I thought a lot in all these years --

There are 2 English journals in my space,those words are what I want to say to you.

I have no idea what you would feel after reading them -- whatever, please give me an answer!

It doesn't matter what your answer would be. I have been looking for you everywhere for so many years. What I need is just an answer.
result -- 最终的结局，感觉好像已经结束了；而answer意味着结论，给我一个最终的出路、答案。

I think a lot, so many years - the space I have two English diary, I would like to tell you that in the past. I do not know what would you read, please give me an answer! In any case the answers are good, I find you so many years, and I also hope to have results.

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I thought a lot ,all these years---

There are 2 English diaries in my space,those words are only for you.

I have no idea what you think after seeing that----whatever, please give me your answer!

It doesn‘t matter