英语.帮我找下错!

Today is my birthday of nineteen years old. No happiness in it, all the day full of boring waiting and miss. I am waiting for a call from you, you said that you will call me every birthday of mine, but why you didn’t? Do you know how much I miss you? I really want to know how have you been now, without the message about you I do not know how I will live. I hope you can phone me as soon as possible. I think I love you forever

第一句应为today is my nineteenth birthday.
message应用复数

"But why you have not?"-But, why have not you?
"I do not know haw long I will been live"的 live应该是alive
另外，文章中的how都打成了haw

Today is my birthday, I am 19 years old now.But there is no happiness in this day, which is full of boring waiting and endless missing.I am waiting for your phone call, you have promised that you would me every my birthday.But why not this time? I am really missing you, do you know it? I want to know what are you doing at this moment.Without