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With the closing on of speech day, I will really fall ill , so long as think of doing that terrible thing , the blood is washed to the forehead straight, two cheek is burnt badly, I have to go behind the school, stick two cheek in reaching the brick wall ice-coldly, the ones that tried to reduce turbulently and come are flush. It is like this too while going to the college.One day, the beginning of a speech word of my newly careful back: " whether Adams and pass away already with Jefferson, " when I face audiences, with a loud crash a period of time suddenly in the head of me, hardly know where to stay in. I crowd sentences of opening remarks reluctantly, " Adams and pass away with Jefferson, "beyond,it say again I any other words and phrases, it has to bow to others ......In thunderous applause, I am very deep to get back to the seat. So far the headmaster stands up and mediates a dispute : "Well, Edward, we hear this sad news is really very shocked , but u