英文翻译~进!

我的可以用。
let me tell you frankly~ i've got a boyfriend! we're about to start a hard journey! we're not afraid and are ready to be together! he give up the chance to go abroad! we love each other very much! frankly speak, if i'm going to be with someone, it'll be 'cause i want to get money for our life ahead of us! i got this shameful plan because we need money(sure he doesn't know my plan), and 'cause it's abrupt(we fell in love and will live together), there's some foreigners showed love to me before and i refused, and later, i guessed i should have accept their request, then i should be easy! i guess you can understand me by what i'm saying! i'm sorry about that... i don't know how you'll treat me in your mind, but i'm determined to tell you the truth!

I must very honest to you say that ~ I have the boyfriend now! We are just about to start section of very difficult processes! We do not fear the long and trying