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I think I hate him, but I try to keep my anger down. I really really want to be myself again, however, love has changed me ever since you came. My for you would never ever changed. Without you, I might not exist in this world. Now the only thing you left for me is the memories we had at the place called Romance. I don't want to live yet I would like to continue living. I would live for happiness, for this is all I'm longed to have. Isn't it great? After I wrote this thing down, I feel better. It's no use to cry a lot. The better way to express anger, I think, it is to write down what you think and what you feel.

Guess I have connected all the words in the question.

我不为真情乐，真想恨你没用今世爱我，好过一生在忍

夜盈铭琳