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Turmeric is no longer lonely. Because my life has no meaning. Turmeric multitudinous like you to like me? Sometimes you miss me? You are my life only!
... I would be affected by the recent significant blow-off ... a week after ... .. I do not know why the unconsciously relaxed ... .. change .. more at ease in front of him. . I have not strained the good ... .. "you give up, I really can not do!"

I don't feel lonesome any more,cuz the meaning of my life has been lost.I have so much affection in you and I wonder if you feel the same way about me.Have you ever thought of me?And i bet you know that you're the love of my life!
I'm crushed,it's been like this since the day...I think it was the week later,I...I can't explain though,I wasn't that tense when I stood in front of him,and it was nice..."and I just can't let you go,I really can't!"