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Do you really think that I have treated you well just for the sake of making love? Did I ever treat you with disrespect during the one year plus that we were together? I know you still have feelings for me...For the last few days, I tried to get drunk everyday... We have already separated, why did you still need to get into a huff and write those words?
I feel miserable..I tried not to think of you by drinking...Can't you understand?

Am I good am to make that to you in your mind? I and you will have disrespected forcefully together in more than one year me to you? I knew that you at heart also have me now… These day of I drink daily…Why did we separate you also to play your temperament to write these words.? I am very at heart uncomfortable… I drink also am do not think you for you… You cannot forgive.?

Is it I was in your mind to do that? I am with you more than a year I will be forced to disrespect you? I know that you now have my mind these days ... every da