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my life is actually a mess.
but i've changed. my perspective. my thoughts. my views on certain stuff.
i'm not the hypersensitive girl anymore.
i find myself being able to shove all the depressing or unessential stuff aside.
and not give a damn abt that until i really really need to face those crap.
is this called optimism or simply just escaping?
either name it's good for me.
at least i don't need to be struggling in my own sea of troubles.
feeling that i will suffocate any moment.
but sometimes i feel really sorry for some...
it's my way of life that creates depression..
but i can't do anything.
i dun have the energy.
haiz..

life is not as easy as it seemed years ago..

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