帮我翻译这两句话，意译为上

crying without tears is such an awkward that it make me do not want any more to look back the crossing where we brushed past each other .

your smiling just make me feel full of exhaustion.

Cries without the tear is a kind of awkwardness, to is not willing to turn head again awkwardly sees that street intersection which brushed past with you. sees your smiling face, I feel exhausted