真不好意思，哪位英语好点的帮我翻译一下吧，谢谢。急急急

说好一辈子的，说好还有下辈子的，不知怎的，就这样散了。我说分手，你没有挽留，如此安静。在你眼中，我是一个薄情的女人吗？你又是否能明了我的无奈。好委曲，想你，恨你，想看你，却又不愿再见你 。

如果还能再见你，请在我最美丽的时刻。
如果还能再见我，请再抱紧我，用你最温柔的怀抱

We had a promis of a lifetime, we had a promise of another upcoming life. We broke up nonetheless--without a reason. I was the one wanted to leave, but you were the one didn't ask me to stay. Am I such a cold-hearted woman in your eyes? Do you understand my sorrow and pain? No one knows how hurt I feel: I miss you but in the meanwhile I hate you; I feel very much like to see you again, but I have to control myself not to find you anymore.

If we're meant to meet each other again, I hope by then I am still charming and beautiful.
If we're meant to meet each other again, please hug me tight---using your strong yet gentle arms.

Say good life, said well have my next life, and somehow, it is so dispersed. I said, breaking up, you do not have to stay, so quiet. In the eyes of you, I am a fickle