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蕾哈娜 - Unfaithful

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He\'s more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I\'m gone again
And to him I just can\'t be true

And I know that he knows I\'m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don\'t wanna do this anymore
I don\'t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don\'t wanna hurt him anymore
I don\'t wanna take away his life
I don\'t wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I\'m doing m