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Hi~ Mr X .I have deleted your message. When I saw it at my first sight,I felt I almost couldn't resist the urge to say that four words then I just calmed down to ask myself "Do I derserve it? " It was perfectly clear that it was my fault in this matter,I shouldn't ... and I just didn't notice ...so my apologies! ! ! But please remember one thing I didn't get any benefits in this whole matter,to believe it or not ----"ANY". Actually,I got nothing but trouble(please forgive my choice of words,no offense).In a sense,it isn't necessary for me to do so for you ,while ,I have been trying to do it in order to keep my promise. So please act your age. By the bye ,wherever you go , whatever you do ,whoever you find,I just don't care at all .
All in all ,I don't derserve it. (As a matter of fact ,I took it as a personal abuse)
Finally ,Please accept my apologies for any inconvenience I have cause (just out of polite)

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