谁的音语比较好啊,请帮我翻译一封信,急,谢谢了!!

Dear Germany, Flanders husband, I am sorry, I've had good heartache, in fact, I am very reluctant to you, I really love you, but you do not look like me, but do not know why, I have always loved you, love, love, and my heart does not fit you, leaving tomorrow, and a good reluctant, very sad today, the shop on the busy morning, you know, though today's business is not very good, but today is a festive, I am busy forward to cooking it, do not take cell phones, text messages are not intentionally fails to return, I have already explained to you many times, but you never reason I hit you phone, you do not then, but also ask your friend now, and I do not know what it means, but my heart really hurts, I cried, and do not know why, as long as I have trouble with you a heart like a needle in the bundle, and then not help the tears, this is not is a sign of weakness it? Maybe I should have a strong point of it, knows to leave you, leave Henan, very reluctant, but I was really the ope