翻译一句话，emotional的

I remember you used to send me very long short message after I switch it off. You said that it is a kind of happiness to receive a short message from the beloved one when one switch on the mobile phone the next day. I squandered such kind of happiness during that year. Now my heart has been calm like still water for a long time.Maybe I had given all my passion to you and to my 22.

Remembering:You always close down after me send the very long very long short note to me.You said,After second days starting can see the spouse sends the short note is one kind of happiness.Has that a year,I am always spending freely this kind of happiness.Present I,Already the heart like stops the water,Perhaps I all have given all heart movement feeling you,for mine 22 years old…