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I am ready to take the risk of struggling against with social rules and make every effort, not for eliminating the sorrows it may bring to me, but for having a good conscience, fulfilling my own characteristics and expiating the sins of my dead.

I'll strive for seeking the one, my soulmate in this vast human sea. If lucky enough, I hope I can be together with her in the rest of life.If not, I'm just resigned to fate.

我之所以冒着与社会常规向背的风险，竭尽全力去争取。
并非专为免除自身的凶险所带来的痛苦，实在是为了求得心安理得，为了完整的人格，为了灵魂被超度……我将于茫茫人海之中寻访我今生唯一的心灵伴侣，找的到并能相伴一生，是我的幸运，找不到或不能相伴，也是我的命里注定的，我也就只好认了！

I it is sweet to emit a life time not 韪 , 竭 with all strength with contend for, beg to don't need not only fierce miserably it pain and sufferings, beg conscience actually it settle down, asking others for help the establishment of the space, begging soul it save one degree ear …… me will in visit me in the boundless huge unique of soul companion;get it, my 幸 ;can not, my life.

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