“我不是一个随便的人，我随便起来不是人”这句话翻译成英语是？

可不能直译啊：
I am not an easygoing person,I'll be damned if I rage myself.

I am not one casual person, I casually get up am not the person

It’s not easy for me to lose up (self-estraint). But, if I lose up, I can be wild and nasty.

I am not a casual person, I casually get up am not the human.