求why,or why not中英文歌词

To get my happiness I had done everything
But had done nothing to be blamed and accused of
The sound of footsteps became louder everyday
Then I notice the fact there was no time

I was a believer in life to be myself always
And was asking whether I would be alive

Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way
Or judge me to be guilty or to my incurable sins
Tell me why or why not complain in the way to live
Maybe my heart looked some seal better for me

The whole world was at a complete standstill
And I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob
The silent warning became louder every day
Then I kept pretending not to hear

Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along
It had grown dark before I found a sign
Among the nonsense tragedies what on earth you are looking for?
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate.
Tell me why, or why not,