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Will you tell me something I don't understand? My life is more stable since I have signed a contract with a company. I am trying to forget you. I feel more peaceful now. Thank you for your cruelty that calmed me down.

I can't understand something and can you tell me?
Now I am in a company, my life is stable, and there is less and less miss for you, I calm donw now and I am fine. Thank you for your cruelty, you make me calm down!

相对而言 二楼比较好

Some affairs aren't understand, can you tell me?I now label a company, the life be regarded as steady settled down, remembered fondly you to also fade away, fall calm of I am very good now!The cruelty thank you let me master dispassion!

有些事情不明白，你能告诉我吗？我现在签了一个公司，生活算是稳定下来了，对你的思念也消退了，平静下来的我现在很好！谢谢你的残忍，让我学会了冷静！

There's something I just don't understand, can you tell (explain to- 解释给我) me? I am now signed with a company, and life has finally settled down. I stopped missing you. The calmed