请大家帮我翻译下下面这段英文

这些年，自己经历了多少次失败，我以记不清。
I can’t remember that how many failures I have experienced these years.
而这次，我可能不得不再一次面对失败的现实。
However, I possibly have to face the failure again.
虽然失败对于一个人来说是不可避免的事情，但是再一个地方摔倒两次，是不可以发生的。
Even though it is impossible that a person has never had any failures in his life. I can not forgive myself that I made the same mistake.
想想，是我自己做得不够好，是我自己没努力，更多的是我对此失去了些许信心。
I’ve considered it, the problems were: I was unsatisfied with my efforts, or I didn’t try my best, moreover, I lost my confidence.
失败，我会勇敢面对。现状，我也会努力改变。
The failure, I am brave to face it. The present situation, I am trying to change it.

These years, I haved experienced many defeats and remember unclear.
But this time, I possibly can not but again have to face the reality of defeat.
Although defeats regarding a person is the inevitable matter,but another place thrown twice,may not occor.
Thinks that, is I does insufficiently well, is