把这两句话翻译成英文，急需 ，谢谢了

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Now I am sure that I really want to be a farmer,but my thoughts always keep changing,I don't know what it will be in the future,and I don't know whether I will be a farmer in the future or not as well.But I have enough time to think about it,or regret.

now i am sure to say that i want to be a peasant.but i always change my mind,and i dont know what will happen in future and if i can be a real peasant. But i have enough time to consider or regret.

I can affirm now of say I really like to be a farmer, but my viewpoint always in the change, I don't know later meeting how, I also don't know hereafter I can really become a farmer.But I again enough time consider, penitence.

I can criticize me affirmatively wanting to become a peasant really now, but my idea is general on change, I do not know the meeting in the hereafter how, I know can I become a peasant really hereafter neither. But my sufficient time thinks , regrets that.

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